I never wanted this to be
Just thought I'd take my chances
And now I know I'm in too deep
Victim of circumstances

With each and every picture
I am further from your love

If I say no, I lie
I'm fueled by my desire
Can't show my face
So give me strength I need to turn away

Just one time is what you said
How can there be any harm
Now war is waged inside your head
You wonder how it got this far

What is it you trade
For the pleasure that you crave

Images invade my mind
Light is flashing I am fading
Strong are you and weak am I
Blur my vision take it from me
I'm unholy, I despise
So rip the veil from my secret life