I can't escape this state of mind
It always stays the same
I fail to believe because nothing ever works out like it should
I try to believe in your words but deep inside it eats away
Deep inside it eats me away
So I've learned
I've learned not to trust
It doesn't come so easily
It doesn't come easy anymore
So I've learned
Every time you see so confident
And every time you reassure me
Trust me now, and I want to believe
Trust me now, and I still want to believe
I know its good intentions
But it always ends the same way
Trust me now, and I want to believe
Trust me now and I still want to believe
Now I take it on
Now I take too much on myself
Every time you seem so confident
And every time you reassure me
Trust me now, and I want to believe
Trust me now, and I still want to believe
I still want to believe you
This state of mind holding me back