I can't take it anymore
All the painful stares
What did I come back for'
No one seems to care
I bring my box along
It's with me every day
A place to keep my song
Where I can hide away
Where I can hide my face

Because I thought I heard you call me
and I thought it had finally come
Living in a palace
I'd rather be a bum

Because I'm chasing after everything
My head tells me is sound
My heart is lost, and crying out
Because I'm missing you somehow

I breathe a shaky prayer
Squeezed in before the bell
ask if You are there
Can't see through myself
shy onto the stage
It's my biggest, toughest crowd
Back to four years old
and the tears come back around
and the tears come back around

Because I know I heard you call me
and I thought that it was here
Walking in a dream
Please let me wake this year
I can't take it anymore
It's breaking me apart
Did you have this in store'
Don't keep me in the dark
Don't keep me in the dark