Can't ever win against my sin,
I find I'm made of dust again,
Look away from evil displays,
Shadows on your walls come from my eyes,

If I could only be...
If I could only be your master,
You'll torture me until the day I die to you,
If I could only learn,
Ignore myself and let you burn away,
Save myself from you decay.

Leave me,
Every time I'm up you come to hold me down, hold me,
I see I've got nothing left in me to show you now, show you.

Want to decide to commit willicide,
I chew the chains I wrapped again,
In my dreams, see what I've seen,
The sun will dry you up and burn the dead away.

If I could only be...
If I could only be your master,
You'll torture me until the day I die to you.

Leave me,
Every time I'm up you come to hold me down, hold me,
I see I've got nothing left in me to show you now, show you.

If I could only be...
If I could only be your master,
Oh no, I know I'll never be,
If I could only learn,
Ignore myself and let you burn away,
Save myself from you decay.

Leave me,
Every time I'm up you come to hold me down, hold me,
I see I've got nothing left in me to show you now, show you.