I curse the day when being open was abandoned.
Now my brothers see the weakness in my action
and the way I walk screams defeat.
My existence hurts those I love.

This motion seems to drag me down.
Without them there is defeat
And when you find me
I will listen to your words.

And they go with nothing more than a smile.
I'd like to think that this burning will soon die.
Alone with hate for myself so save yourself.

With a grin on my face. I am sorry. Take me back.

Oh what forgiveness is' I say bury your secret.