It's a big girl world now 
Full of big girl things 
And every day I wish I was small 
I've been counting on nothing 
But he keeps giving me his word 
And I am tired of hearing myself speak 
Do you get weary' Do you ever get weak' 
How do you dream when you can't fall asleep' 
I've been wondering what you're thinking 
And if you liked my dress tonight 
Would you still say you loved me 
Under this ordinary moonlight' 
I'm so afraid of what you'll say 
I'd like to know if you'd be open to starting over from scratch 
I'd like to know if you'd be open to giving me a second chance 
I used to think I was special 
And only I have proved me wrong 
I thought I would change the world with a song 
But I have ended up in India 
With no map to guide me home 
The strangest place I think I've ever been 
And all this time I thought that we were friends 
But my stubborn will is learning to bend
