my mind is racing
my body tense
my logic questions
what should make sense

i live for freedom
i die for peace
but in this prison cell
all slogans cease

tuesday's forgotten
tomorrow comes
moments i've chosen
are silent ones

my memories crashing
against the walls
flavored hysteria
i taste them all

Break addiction
Shake it's hold
Break seduction
Let Him take control

a little trial
condemns me here
eyes filled with terror
i'm stalked by fear

chemical battles
leave scars grotesque
my senses rattle
my hands bereft

my veins are pounding
rhythms of life
my nerves resounding
echoes of ice

i look to heaven
a welcome sight
just around the corner
from tuesday night