Someday I'll fully understand
What's going on and what's the plan
I've heard too much I've seen enough
I want no lies I want the truth this time

When the story unfolds and I'm to blame
I try to run away on a getaway train
But I'm so guilty it don't even hurt
I turn around and see it again
The blame that is chasing and causing me pain
But I don't have to go through this again

I want the complications few
I wanna simplify the truth
I found forgiveness I found strength
There's no more blame and no more shame

So this is my getaway
This is who I really am
So this is my secret plan
And this is my safe escape