God what am I'

Sometimes I turn from you when you desire my heart so greatly.

How can I let that happen so often'

At times I am so disgusted to know what my heart is capable of conjuring

I am relieved

I am relieved to know that I am absolutely nothing without you

God I am nothing without your love

I am relieved to know that your love encompasses my every emotion

And I am relieved that I am only what you would have me be