State of mind.

I can't escape this state of mind; it always stays the same,
I fail to believe, 'cause nothing ever works out like it should,
I try to believe in your words,
Deep inside it eats away, deep inside it eats me away,
So I've learned...I've learned not to trust,
Doesn't come so easily, doesn't come easy anymore.

So I've learned, so I've learned.

Every time you seem so confident, and every time you reassure me,
"Trust me now," and I want to believe,
"Trust me now," and I still want to believe,
I know its good intentions, but it always ends the same way,
"Trust me now," and I want to believe,
"Trust me now," and I still want to believe.

Now I take it on, now I take too much on myself,
Myself.

Every time you seem so confident, and every time you reassure me,
"Trust me now," and I want to believe,
"Trust me now," and I still want to believe.

I still want to believe,
I still want to believe you,
This state of mind holding me back.