I never knew that I was so harsh with things i thought i wasn't afraid of

I never knew that i was so scared to change because of honest affection

longing yearning hoping looking over your words stuck on your heart

a part of me just wanted to know but the other part was always so wasted

my heart was always made to be still to wait because you promised you'd save it

I never knew i was in a place hiding to avoid any signals

I close my eyes and picture your face and see a look i never envisioned