I lay awake at night, afraid to fall asleep,
There's something in my mind that comes back to haunt me,
Tearstains on my face, I've cried for you,
My tension's slowly building,
There's nothing to say,
I know I cannot change what I've done.

There's no happy endings in this life of madness,
There's got to be something better for me.

Tormented by my actions, you walked out on me,
Grabbed the kids, headed toward the door and said you wouldn't take any more of my abuse, say I'm going insane,
One more time, I'm to blame,
There's nothing to say,
I know I cannot change what I've done.

There's no happy endings in this life of madness,
There's got to be something better for me,
There's no use pretending; this life tearing me apart,
I've lost everything I had with you.

Yeah, there's no happy endings in this life of madness,
There's got to be something better for me.

Statistics, numbers, numbers - can't take anymore
Someone tell me, what's it gonna take for her to reopen that door'
Tearstains on my face, I've cried for you,
My tension building slowly,
There's nothing to say,
I know I cannot change what I've done.

There's no happy endings in this life of madness,
There's got to be something better for me,
There's no use pretending, this life tearing me apart,
I've lost everything I had with you.