I had a dream I heard a great sound
It was God coming down to find me
There was light all around
It was brighter than lightning
And it covered the earth like a blanket

I shed all sadness and striving
Like worn out old clothing
And I was relinquished from gravity

I breathed a sigh of relief, like a soldier after war
Like a soldier that finally made it home

When I opened my eyes
To six inches of sky
Through the half opened blinds on my window
I had to smile, full of the feeling
That this dream of mine would come true


Here I am again
On the outside of your door
I just don't have the will to fight anymore

It's nothing like before
Standing on the outside of your door
It's nothing like before
Standing on the outside

Inside there was laughter
And the comfort of being known
Just why I chose disaster
I guess I'll never really know

It's taking all my courage
I've got to let you know
You're the only place
I've ever been at home